Question??

Question?
Can you love God enough?
Can you love Him too much?
Is there a limit?


Is it even possible?


Here is what I've been pondering....
My LOVE for the lover of my souL is sooooo deep.....
yet I don't feel it's enough.....
I can't seem to ever love Him, to honor Him, to give Him glory enough!!!!

It's like there is this limit...this body, this life, this world sets.....

Like I can only stay in that secret place so long...
before it becomes an interference with "the" schedule,
it is interupted by a phone call, babies crying...husbands hungry...or the church service is over..... LOL

Like I am only able to talk about His love and goodness so much ...
before I become annoying! or weird, or appear unbelievable to people around me.

Like I can only hate things that detest, reject, and offend Him so much....
before people assume I must think I'm better or more spiritual!
or again just become annoying!

But I don't want to live just an average life ,
I want to be set-apart , like the word tells me .......
but what do others think this means?

I have heard........
that to be a witness to the grace of God.....
I don't have to always talk about Him or "overspiritualize" but just live it ?

OK, but what if that IS what I live?....

then what else am I gonna have to talk about?
(that just doesn't make sense!)
Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks!

If God is what graces my heart and life in every way ,
you can expect nothing less than for me to speak
and mention Him in my every day or every moment conversation.....
NOT because I'm trying to be a witness.......
but just because it's a natural response from spending time with Him.

It's funny , how people become uncomfortable...
when not used to someone who is this way.

It's funny how uncomfortable I am,
when I'm around people who are uncomfortable. :0)

I don't want restrictions! or limitations!
I don't want to conform to this world, just because it makes EVERYONE feel comfortable!
I don't want to think with a "please the people/world" mindset!

I want to please my Father!
and I want Him to smile at everything I'm talking about,
whatever I'm wearing, eating, singing or doing!
Of coarse thinking this way I have lots of repenting to do....
and yet even sooo....
The world still makes it hard
to try to accomplish loving Him with ALL my heart.

I want to approach ANYONE with NO fear and be able to
love them....encourage...and pray if its necessary.
I know I have soo much to learn , but I want God to use me.
His Spirit lives inside of me......and so of coarse
DESPITE myself.....He can and will!

Who am I?
I am a wretch!
Don't even want to remind myself of my old self!
I am a new creation ......and have fallen deeply in love
with the One who has saved me from death........
Because He has shown me the most magnificant Love(GRACE)forgiveness
that I"ll never fully be able to understand.....
I can't do anything less but Praise Him at ALL times for this...
and find it hard to hold it inside.

The more I think of what a mess I was and am,
the more I want to honor Him!

I guess in a way......
The more desperate I realize I am, and NEED Him ,
the more I reflect, or express how AWESOME HE IS!!!!!!!

Is that so annoying?

WHOEVER READS THIS!!!!!!!
Please be encouraged! If you are Loving God ,
and you understand the Extravagant price He payed for you....
if you saw the "PASSION"
and understood the suffering that took place just for you.....
If you realize that the LEAST we could give the King of Kings is our FULL devotion....
more than just a sunday, bible study time, or here and there .......
but your entire life,.....morning,afternoon,and evening.....
every conversation, to every location, and every situation, to every person.

KEEP LOVING HIM!!!!
Do not be discouraged by what you look, sound or act like!
God is pleased....and when we get home there WILL be a reward
and Perfect Peace, love and Joy will be yours.

Keep in communion with Jesus!
thats why He came!
TO SHOW US IT COULD BE DONE!
He wasnt loved by everyone....
they all looked at Him like He was crazy!
He ALWAYS spoke the WORD! for it is written!
He didnt go with the regulations and religions man created!
He honored his Father and aimed to please Him!!!!

NO he didnt stay confined or sheltered from the world ,
but when He was around hurting and sick people ,
He was still seperate, and heavenly minded
He knew he was on a mission and on assignment,
He wasn't just chillin to chill......He did what was required of him.
He had Purpose!

HALLELUIAH!!!!!
This life is temporary....and our days are numbered....
stay faithful to who you know you were created to be!
You can do ALL things through Christ who gives you strength!
Finish the race! and GIVE HIM GLORY!!!!!!

My bio

Mission:

"Releasing songs of freedom and revelation of God’s love in pursuit of identities being restored back to Christ."

Beckah Shae’s destiny was mirrored in a simple act at an early age. The little girl, who was already often called a songbird, was recorded singing, “Jesus Loves Me” at the age of 2. Beckah’s mother was raised in a traditional Jewish home, and her conversion to Christianity was a crucial element in guiding Beckah to her own faith and witness through music. She would need that assurance of God’s love in the coming years.

Following her parents divorce at age 3 were a series of trials that lead Beckah to spend much of her childhood moving into friends and family members homes, staying in cars, hotels, battered women shelters and even spending time in foster homes. Despite what some would describe as hardships, Beckah considers it a joy to have developed a strong dependence on God and His word during this time. She received an understanding of God as her Safety, Shelter, Refuge, Security, Father and Best Friend and found comfort in expressing herself through her songwriting. People who heard her recognized a power in her voice that came straight from the passion in her heart. A talent scout soon discovered Beckah Shae shortly after her high school graduation and within a few months, Beckah was recording a demo in Los Angeles, working with some of the top producers of the time, leading to a meeting with Randy Jackson at Columbia Records.

She began to seek acceptance and approval from industry professionals, which led to an obsession to meet all their expectations. Her identity was lost and seeking to be found as she hopped from trend to trend. Now Beckah Shae quotes, “To see yourself the way God sees you, is the beginning of freedom". Overcoming bulimia, depression, and anxiety, Beckah is passionate about exposing the enemy and his attempt to rob Gods people of their self-worth by convincing them to accept a false identity. She received God as her Deliverer, Healer, Provider, Husband and Joy and believes that sharing an intimate God, will lead people to a knowledge of the fullness that He has for them.

Following several confirmations, Beckah heard the call of God to move to Nashville in 2002. It was there God revealed a bigger vision for the songbird. Little did she know, God was working to provide a partner to help take her music to a new level. Beckah was introduced to Jack “Shoc” Shocklee, a rising young producer who had worked previously with Christian artists such as tobyMac, Group 1 Crew, and Lil’ iRocc Williams. They discovered that their passions for ministry followed the same path, and as time progressed, their friendship and musical partnership developed in to love. The pair married in August of 2004 and has since produced 4 independent works on Shae Shoc Records, titled “Butterfly,” “Joy,” “Emmanuel,” and “LIFE.” All four projects are tinged with soulful vocals and catchy pop/r&b beats. “Butterfly,” “Joy,” “Emmanuel,” and “LIFE” are currently available nationwide through iTunes & all internet distribution.

Beckah Shae has been singing and ministering at hundreds of churches and events across the nation since 2005. As an independent recording artist, her single "Here In This Moment" had great success placing #6 on Billboard’s CHR Christian Radio charts. She’s featured on tobyMac’s album “Tonight” and sang on Grammy Award Winner Jonny Lang’s album "Turn Around."

Shoc, Beckah, and their 2 daughters Joy and Grace, are now living in Nashville, TN. They have been members of Family Affair Ministries since 2003. Currently, the Lord has been using Beckah to heal sicknesses, speak prophetically, and release words of knowledge and wisdom. Songs of truth, freedom, restoration, and joy are released through Beckah to enrich others to accept the infinite love that Christ has for them. Beckah Shae says of the winding road she has traveled, "I know that He’s allowed me to endure all the things I’ve gone through in life to draw me close to Him and find faith, humble me while gaining a bold confidence in His power and develop a true compassion and genuine love for His people. I'm on a mission to dive deeper into the heart of God and share with the world the truth and treasures I find while I’m in there! To God be ALL the glory forever!"